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What I Wanted To Say

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What I wanted to say is that I think you're amazing. I think your smile is perfection, and every day I get to see it is another day worth living.

I wanted to say I love you, but I was unsure of whether or not you'd reciprocate. I wasn't certain that I was in love with you, but I wanted to let you know that it was possible.

I wanted to kiss you, to hold you, to taste your skin. I wanted to learn you through my lips, my tongue, my hands...

What I wanted to say was stay. I wanted to say come in for awhile, don't leave so quickly, we can talk. I wanted to be with you just a little while longer.

I wanted to ask you to leave her, to give me a chance, to read my mind, to love me back. I wanted you to know what I was thinking and to share that thought.

I wanted to run my fingers through your hair, rub your neck, take away all your worries. I wanted to know every part of you...

What I wanted to say was you make me smile, laugh; you make me happy. When I'm near you nothing else matters and I completely forget everything that I hate.

I wanted to feel your pain, your ecstasy. I wanted to share in every part of your life, the good and the bad. I wanted to be a part of you.

I wanted to say I think I may be falling, but I didn't want to scare you off or cause you discomfort. I wanted you to tell me that my feelings were not crazy and that you understood...

What I wanted to say was that you're all I can think about, that even when I'm talking to you I'm wanting you. I wanted you to know what a sweet hell you put me through.

I wanted to change the world for you, make everything work out. I wanted to be your strength. I wanted you to be mine.

I wanted to see you as you see yourself. I wanted you to see me the way I see me. I wanted you to want all this.

I still do. But I guess what I wanted most to say was that I'm here. I'm standing here, sitting here, laying here, telling you all this. I wanted to say it when you were near, but the words kept failing me.

And then you left.
think of this as... everything I've ever wanted to say to someone but never had the guts to.

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Very Nice. It fits a situation I'm in right now so I like it. A friend of mine also said she enjoyed it.